Emotional workout!!

So this morning I decided to get in a workout before we head to Guangzhou.  It was the first time I have been by myself since we got Ella.  I was on the elliptical and tears were running down my face.....I realized just how blessed I am .  My life started out in such a chaotic world with less than ideal parents.  I was a little girl in a tough situation with big big dreams and determination.  I never could imagine life would be this good. I have a loving family, amazing husband, 3 great kids and great friends.  What more can I ask for.  I hope to be the mother that I always dreamed of having.  But, my Ella had it much worse than I could have ever imagine.  Imagine at 5 years old...not knowing how to give a kiss, not knowing the love of a family member....or having a safe place to live and be her own person.  I can teach her to speak english, to give kisses and to play like any other child....but the one thing I hope to teach her is to dream.  I want her to dream big dreams and to chase those dreams. So this morning as I had my moment on the elliptical....the worker kept staring at me....I said a little prayer for my family and ask god to give me the tools to be the best mom possible to my kids.

 

Just wanted to share!!! :)